Lost in a daydream.

Too much alcohol this sem. 

Waiting for it to kick in as you hear heartbeats in your head. Getting louder.

Heart actually hurts. You cannot decide whether it's hurting from the fast beating or what you're experiencing.

Finally it took over. You are no longer in control. Can't feel anymore. That's awesome.

But you're still thinking. You were never really drunk, & you won't.

// Woke up to a new day. Hopefully it is also a new start. A chance to make things right, again. Like how it used to be.